Volume VIII, Issue No.5
May 1,2000
In
This Issue: Linking Classroom and Community
Expeditionary
Learning's Approach to Teacher Preparation
By Beth Dorman
In September, Expeditionary
Learning Outward Bound launched its school-based Teacher Preparation
Program that allows beginning teachers to learn through direct experience
in the classroom. The interns, all college graduates with prior
experience working with children, spend the school year apprentice-teaching
in the classroom with a mentor four days a week and attending weekly,
day-long reflective seminars.
The pilot site, the Rocky
Mountain School of Expeditionary Learning, is approved by the Colorado
Department of Education to administer this school-based alternative
licensure program. This year the program includes four interns working
with mentor teachers. Next year it will expand to eight interns
based at RMSEL and the Odyssey School in Denver and will offer interns
a joint master's degree with University of Denver. In future years,
this year-long program will expand nationally to other Expeditionary
Learning schools and universities. In all of its sites, the intern's
intensive apprenticeship alongside the mentor will remain as the
core of the program.
The Mentor/Intern
Relationship
When she began her second
semester internship in Gretchen Strong's third- and fourth-grade
class intern Evan Greene knew she had about six weeks to transform
herself into a respected, trusted authority figure with unfamiliar
students before the group headed to California for their five-day
sailing trip around Catalina Island. To help Evan prepare for the
trip and build students' trust of her, Gretchen nudged Evan to immediately
take responsibility for planning and teaching several hours of each
day's lessons, even though Evan felt somewhat hesitant. By gently
pushing Evan but still standing by in case of a major crisis, Gretchen
helped her develop the confidence, skills, and risk-taking attitude
she needed to become an independent, capable teacher. For example,
the two of them developed a system of nonverbal signals (a hand
signal, a touch on the shoulder) for Gretchen to communicate with
Evan in a subtle, non-threatening way during class if, for instance,
Evan was running over time without realizing it or letting a few
students get too far off task. This type of communication supported
Evan in becoming a strong leader of class activities, while Gretchen
felt satisfied that important things would be handled appropriately
both in class and on the boat.
Upon returning from the
sailing trip, Evan beamed with enthusiasm and pride. "I'm so glad
this program makes us interns live the philosophy of Outward Bound
and Expeditionary Learning the way the kids do, too. I have gained
so much strength and learned from the design principles and character
values. The trip was great for my relationship with Gretchen, too.
I know her a lot better now. When we went boogie boarding and hung
out together on the plane, we finally got to relax and be silly.
Then, after we got back, we spent the entire day relaxing together
and talked a ton."
Since the trip, Evan
has been like a new person in the classroom. In fact, one day she
rushed up to excitedly tell me about her lesson on water habitats.
"I had such a fabulous day with this activity, and the kids were
so into it. It was my best lesson yet!"Then, a few days later she
told me, "I have been doing so much planning, pretty much teaching
the whole day. Every day Gretchen has just been having me kind of
take over. Yesterday I taught the whole day without even thinking
about it!"That week she spontaneously brought her work to seminar
to share with her fellow interns the successful lesson she had created.
Because the Expeditionary
Learning teacher preparation program is school-based rather than
university-based, the mentor teachers serve a vital role. We selected
mentor teachers based on their exemplary teaching skills, their
interest in mentoring, their ability to model successful practices
of Expeditionary Learning, and their commitment to their own professional
growth. The mentor teachers meet monthly in seminar format to reflect
on what they are learning about effective mentoring and to support
each other in creative problem solving when needed.
Although each mentor's
personality and style is unique, they all work closely with the
interns on a daily basis. One day, for example, high school teacher
Colleen Broderick and her intern, Jennifer Wolinetz, sat together
amidst a sea of student essays and a rubric they had created. As
they assessed the papers together, they discussed each student's
level of performance as compared to the rubric. Then they considered
ways in the which the rubric could sometimes be misleading and give
an inaccurate assessment of quality. Another day, Jennifer enthusiastically
jumped up from her desk and said to her mentor, "I'm so excited!
I've created my first rubric all by myself!"Middle school teacher
Kathleen McHugh described a day when her intern, Heidi Nathanielsz,
was teaching such an engaging humanities lesson that Kathleen spontaneously
jumped up from her observer's stance and wanted to get involved.
Elementary school teacher Jennifer Wood shared that her intern,
Anne Spruill, gets so deeply engrossed in discussions with her third
and fourth graders while probing deeply into their understanding
of math concepts that she sometimes forgets it's time to clean up
and go to lunch. Mentoring as Professional Development
Several mentors have
noted that interns bring a fresh perspective and new ideas to their
classroom. According to one elementary school mentor, "It reminds
me of that initial excitement and drive of being a beginning teacher;
she brings that out in me. Having an intern has been a totally regenerative
thing for me. Last year I felt so burnt out, and this has rejuvenated
me-an amazing shift; it recharged my batteries. I am so grateful
for this program."
Instead of completely
turning over the classroom early in the semester, mentors either
team-teach with the intern or work with a small group of students
or individuals while the intern has another group. One mentor commented,
"The teaming aspect of mentoring is fabulous-it's a great way to
get interns to where they can be on their own. Teaming itself changes
the role of the teacher so much-I am a collaborator, then a guide.
You start by holding their hand, then gradually start letting go
of their hand to let them swim on their own."Another mentor told
me, "I think I would have jumped at getting out of the classroom
more, but I like having an intern in there so I can step back and
work with individual kids one on one more often. In that sense it's
been really good for me."
In this program, mentors
as well as other faculty members have a chance to expand their traditional
classroom roles to lead workshops for the intern seminars on topics
of expertise, such as expedition and lesson planning, constructivism,
and issues of inclusion. After facilitating a fieldwork excursion
and a workshop on modifying instruction for special needs students,
Leslie Raynor, RMSEL's director of special education, told me that
leading that session "absolutely contributed to my professional
growth. It made me organize my thoughts and present thoughtfully
to other adults in a group setting. The intern group is willing
to listen, gives feedback readily, is open to new ideas and discussion."RMSEL's executive director, Rob Stein, who has led several workshops
for the interns, agrees that teaching the interns "allows me to
clarify my own thinking and gets me in touch with where beginning
teachers are. Plus, it's fun."
Teachers as Researchers
Another unique aspect
of this mentor / intern program is that mentors and interns both
have the opportunity to develop the habits and dispositions of teacher-researchers.
As one elementary school mentor told me, "Having an intern has turned
my classroom into a laboratory. It feeds my energy to be able to
talk about so many classroom moments with her. We ask each other,
'What do you think about why that just happened, what that student
said?'"Whatever they don't have time to discuss face-to-face, this
intern / mentor pair writes to one another in their collaborative
journal.
In general, the interns
ask lots of questions and need lots of explanation. By examining
and articulating their own thought processes, the mentors help the
interns learn the often intangible parts of planning and good teaching
and have a chance to reflect on their own practice. As one teacher
remarked, "In the midst of something, if it's not working, I switch
gears a lot. A benefit for me is that I have had to think more about
process because that is what my intern needs."
A more seasoned mentor
said, "I probably don't go through the details of explaining or
writing lesson plans as much as a younger teacher would because
I have a bag of tricks I can draw on. A lot of it is in my head
and just comes out. In some ways, when working with an intern, this
might be construed as a negative. For example, at the end of last
week I scribbled down 5 or 6 things I wanted to accomplish in class
this week. Today my intern and I sat down and figured out where
to put everything. Working with an intern makes me talk about what
I do with someone else. Otherwise I tend to keep it to myself. Now
I need to talk out loud about my thinking. It helps me be more vocal
about teaching in general."
One mentor summarized
her overall experience by saying, "Mentoring has been the best professional
development I have had. Just having an intern in the room raises
my awareness about what is going on in the classroom. She is a powerful
presence who helps me to be thoughtful about what I'm doing. And
she gets me into pedagogical conversations that I haven't had since
grad school."
The program is also set
up to help interns learn that teaching involves more than just delivering
content and managing students. They are asked to wonder, speculate,
and question their own work and that of veteran teachers in order
to deepen and articulate their knowledge and understanding of teaching
and learning. As Donald Freeman explains, uniting these two sides
of teaching-the doing and the wondering-is what teacher-research
is all about.1 In the weekly seminars, interns regularly reflect
on the meaning and implications of their actions and those of the
mentors. For example, one day interns brought in lesson plans they
had created and taught. As a group, we analyzed the soundness of
the lessons on paper compared to criteria they had developed from
weeks of observation and experimentation. Then, each intern shared
how the lesson had turned out in reality, we discussed the reasons
for success or failure, and we created new knowledge of planning
skills together.
We believe that developing
self-assessment skills and the ability to reflect on one's practice
is another form of teacher-research. For example, interns sometimes
videotape their lessons and then critique themselves while viewing
the tapes. "I had no idea so much was going on that I wasn't even
aware of,"commented one upper school intern after watching herself
on tape.
The mentors also help
the interns develop self-assessment skills by providing regular
feedback on their interns' developing teaching practice, usually
both in writing and orally in an informal debriefing conference.
Sometimes mentors simply jot down things they notice and wonder
as they observe the class or general impressions that come up while
observing the intern. Other times the mentor's observation technique
is more specific. Mentors might script word-for-word exactly what
both the intern and the students say in class; note the connections
students make during a literature discussion; or track the flow
of conversation in a Socratic seminar. Interns have said that feedback
in this form is extremely helpful and allows them to develop self-awareness
of their own teaching.
Struggles and Solutions
Although there are many
benefits of this mentor / intern program, there have also been some
challenges. One major struggle that has emerged is the lack of time
mentors feel they have to do the job well. Several mentors have
also expressed frustration that they had not had time to do some
of their normal repertoire of "best practice"activities in their
classrooms, because they were focusing on the nuts and bolts for
their interns.
Several of the mentors
acknowledge that it is hard to let go of their classes. As one mentor
said in the fall, "My problem is that I have to let go of being
the manager of the classroom. I'll be sitting in the back taking
notes [while the intern is teaching], and I'm giving the evil eye
to kids and making sure they are staying on task. I do not know
what is wrong with me. I can't stop! I'm managing from the back
of the room."Another mentor added her concerns early in the year:
"It's so hard to let go when the interns are not yet following through
completely on the culture and expectations I have set up. I think
it's confusing for the kids. The interns have only been assessing
a little bit of work so far. I admit it's kind of a control thing.
It's my only consistent relationship with the students, and I'm
leery of giving it up."
In several of the mentors'
reflective seminars, we discussed possible reasons for these struggles.
Since an intern comes in to the program with less previous experience
in schools and in planning instruction than a typical student teacher,
the interns' progression of classroom responsibility is slower,
and the mentor needs to keep the intern "on belay"for a longer
period of time. In the beginning stages, the mentor is not freed
up very often to pursue other professional growth activities.
To remedy these issues,
the mentors suggested that in the future interns spend the first
four to six weeks of the program doing focused observations of many
good teachers without taking on much responsibility for teaching
until later in the first semester. We have also managed to create
more time for the mentors and interns to meet during the school
day by hiring a substitute teacher who rotates from class to class
and releases each mentor-intern team for over an hour so that they
are free to meet together.
Now that we are in the
second semester and interns are taking on more teaching responsibilities,
mentors are hopeful that there will be more time available for their
own reading, writing, reflection, and observation of colleagues'
classes. "If I had the support of this group to do a book group
or something, that would be awesome! Let's push ourselves towards
the objectives of the program,"remarked one mentor recently.
This teacher preparation
program is still new, and we are still smoothing out the rough edges
and learning every day ways to improve the quality in the future.
Very importantly, like the immersion section of an Outward Bound
course, this program provides the first-hand experiential learning
that pre-service teachers need. It also gives experienced teachers
a chance to stretch themselves and face new challenges. We have
created a setting where all teachers-beginning and veteran-can push
themselves beyond their comfort zones because they know they are
safely held "on belay"by their colleagues. Reassured by this safety
net, they discover that they have more in them than they realized.
Beth Dorman is the Director
of the Expeditionary Learning Teacher Preparation Program and a former
upper school teacher at RMSEL in Denver, Colorado.
1 Freeman, D. (1998)
Doing Teacher-Research: From Inquiry to Understanding. Albany: Heinle
& Heinle.
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Uncovering the Craft of Teaching Literacy
by Mairéad Nolan
Teachers at Rafael Hernandez Two-Way Bilingual School in Boston
recently embarked on their own learning expedition to improve literacy
instruction in the fourth through eighth grades. Through a series
of workshops, the teachers discussed and modeled a variety of practices.
This article is excerpted from a longer exploration of this learning
process included in the forthcoming book, Literacy All Day Long,
which will be available in July, 2000.
Self-Discovery and Direct Instruction
Although teachers willingly
joined our learning expedition on literacy instruction, that does
not mean we all agreed on the ideas presented. For example, I noticed
a tension between the concept of direct instruction and the design
principle Self-Discovery. Our school certainly has no policy against
direct instruction, and many teachers provide explicit instruction.
Yet we wanted to ask ourselves if students needed more direct instruction
and opportunities to practice. Were students provided with adequate
support in completing projects? Too much support?
For example, as part
of an expedition entitled, "Plant and Animal Life Cycles,"teachers
asked students to write an essay on how to create a terrarium. Because
students had done fieldwork, gathered the materials they needed,
and made their own terrariums, we felt they were well prepared to
write this "how-to"essay. We gave the writing assignment, and they
diligently set to work. Their pieces included descriptions of their
trip to gather plant life, their terrarium, and almost anything
but instructions on how to create a terrarium.
Students knew how to
build a terrarium. What they did not know was how to write about
building a terrarium because we had not taught them this skill.
In a study group, we looked at these first attempts and then discussed
the instructional strategies we could use. We decided to give mini-lessons
on identifying an audience and on creating a web that outlined the
steps of constructing a terrarium. Once the teachers provided explicit
instruction on webbing and audience, they once again asked students
to write their essays. I asked one of the teachers how the second
attempt went. "Well,"she replied, "they all wrote great webs but
when they began writing, they didn't even look at them. Some of
the children had their webs turned over or inside their desks!"The next lesson was on how to use a web.
Sometimes as teachers
we take things for granted. Our students needed to have many skills
under their belts before they could successfully write their essays
on how to build a terrarium. A few students instinctively knew,
and even their first attempts were fairly good. After they had had
clear instruction and meaningful active experiences, however, every
student wrote an effective essay.
Success and Failure:
Teaching Reading Comprehension
When our workshops began
focusing on reading comprehension, we realized once again that expeditions
have unexpected challenges. We used the book Mosaic of Thought,
by Ellin Keene and Susan Zimmermann, to lead us into the terrain
of teaching comprehension, and while the book sparked many engaging
discussions, putting its suggestions into practice proved much harder
than we thought.
The authors of Mosaic
of Thought assert that students need explicit and in-depth instruction
on the strategies that successful readers employ while reading.
Relying on research, they have identified seven strategies that
include activating prior knowledge before, during, and after reading;
determining the most important ideas in a text; asking questions;
and drawing inferences. Keene and Zimmermann suggest that teachers
provide direct instruction by modeling and pointing out the strategies
they themselves use while they read aloud to the class.
After our group read
Mosaic of Thought, we decided to spend time in the workshops practicing
the strategies. We began with an easier one: asking questions of
ourselves, the author, and the text. We chose this because we felt
that many of our students were passive readers who did not engage
with the text while reading, nor even expect to understand. We thought
this strategy might provide a less risky entry point into text for
our students. I brought in the picture book, Frederick, by Leo Lionni,
and pretending my colleagues were my students, read the book aloud.
As I read, I paused to ask questions such as, "I wonder if the mice
minded that Frederick ate food that he didn't gather."When I finished,
the teachers offered me excellent feedback, such as the comment
that I had asked too many questions and might lose my younger listeners.
We spent a number of
workshop sessions asking one or two teachers to practice strategies
in front of the group. One discussion revolved around the amount
of time we needed to spend on modeling a strategy before asking
for students' contributions. This question came down to how much
explicit instruction children need. One teacher commented that if
we stated the strategy clearly-such as using features of text such
as headings and italics to find the important ideas-then the students
would get it quickly and we could move on. Another teacher disagreed,
saying, "If they all 'just got it,' my sixth graders wouldn't be
where they are. They're not just getting it."A healthy debate ensued,
one that continues as we keep experimenting with these new forms
of instruction.
Teachers have tried some
of the strategies in their rooms, but not in a comprehensive manner.
We are still dabbling, jumping in and out. We have found some strategies
easy to use, such as connecting a text to your own life or to other
books, but we hit a wall with the strategy of determining the most
important ideas and themes in a text. Teachers brought in passages
they were reading with their classes, and we practiced reading out
loud and modeling our own thinking for one another. This involved
much more risk-taking than the previous strategies; I know that
at times I felt exposed. At one point, a teacher paused in her oral
reading to say what she thought was the main idea. Another teacher,
acting as a coach, asked her how she knew the main idea. Exasperated,
the teacher responded, "I just know it is, that's all!"Her honesty
broke the tension, but it also drove home how difficult this work
can be. Mosaic of Thought offers a promising model for student achievement,
but it is not a "how-to"manual, and we continue to learn from practicing,
making mistakes, and trying again.
Mairéad Nolan
is director of instruction at Rafael Hernandez School in Boston,
Massachusetts.
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What
Constitutes Excellent Work? Teachers' and Students' Definition
By Patti Smith and Dale
Worsley
"What is excellence? How do you achieve it? How can we let the students
know our expectations and standards?"Sheila Breslaw and Robert
Menken, co-directors at The Lab School in New York City, recently
asked these questions of their staff. To try to answer these questions,
the Lab teachers embarked on a three-step process: they shared student
work, visited each other's classrooms, and asked students what they
think constitutes excellent work. Through a series of after-school
workshops, the teachers discussed what they observed, and by the
end of the semester, they had created a composite picture of the
school's "culture of excellence"from both the teachers' and the
students' perspective.
Looking at Student
Work
In the first step of
the process, a skilled first-year eighth-grade social studies teacher,
Kerry McKibbin, presented her student project "Chronicling the Times:
Creating a Revolutionary War Newspaper"to the staff. She shared
a project outline, a rubric, a student self-evaluation, and sample
newspapers. The staff broke into small groups to record observations,
then reported their observations out and asked Kerry clarifying
questions. At the next staff meeting each member of the faculty
brought similar artifacts from their classrooms and shared them
in small groups, again searching for markers of excellence.
From these first two
workshops, the teachers assembled a master list of qualities of
excellence. This list included points such as "Students have the
freedom to find their own definition of excellence within a rubric,
or framework,"and "Responsibility and enthusiasm are implicit in
the process and the product."
Opening Classroom
Doors to Colleagues
As the level of trust
among colleagues grew in the workshops, the timing seemed right
for launching the "buddy system."In the "buddy system,"teachers
paired up and visited each other's classrooms to observe how expectations
of excellence were communicated. Dale, who facilitated the workshops,
worried that the teachers might become defensive about opening their
classrooms to each other, but consultations with the teachers proved
his fears unfounded. Indeed, once they began, the visits took on
lives of their own, with teachers not only visiting their official
buddies, but often several other teachers as well.
Teachers said they found
it interesting to observe students in different subject area classes.
One teacher commented about a particular student who is distracted
and unproductive in her class. She noticed that during math he was
much more engaged in the work. An eighth-grade history teacher was
excited about visiting a seventh-grade history class. She realized
that if she were well versed in seventh-grade curriculum and expedition
work, she could more effectively build on student learning in the
eighth grade. She also recognized the power of having teachers work
together across grades to consider the ongoing development of practices
such as peer assessment, group work, and portfolios, "If teachers
are aware of what is happening in other grades, we can more effectively
build on student knowledge to create more sophisticated strategies
for students to use as they get older."
Student Views of Excellence
With the teachers' ideas
on excellence and clear expectations now recorded and compiled,
Patti interviewed individual and groups of students to find out
how they viewed excellence and defined clear expectations. Students
told her that they felt motivated to produce excellent work when
the assignment provided opportunities for their individual input,
particularly when they could write about an interest connected to
the classroom material. Again, they stressed the importance of clear
expectations for an assignment. "When we can take off in a direction
that interests us it makes it easier to get excited about schoolwork,"one student said. "But it's hard to do that sometimes, especially
if the assignment is not real clear. I have to know exactly what
has to be included in the assignment or I could get carried away
with my own interest.'"Students explained that creating rubrics
helped them to know what is expected. "When I know how parts of
the assignment are valued, I know where to put my energy. I can
make decisions about how to spend my time.
Many students stated
that expectations for group projects were often unclear. "I could
do my part of the project very well, but if someone else doesn't,
we get a bad grade. Teachers don't always take our individual efforts
into account when giving us a group grade. This doesn't seem fair."Students generally felt unprepared to deal with group members who
were not doing their share of the work. As one student stated, "If
we want a good grade for a project, sometimes I just have do someone
else's share of the project and the teachers don't really seem to
notice."
Patti asked the students
to assign value to components of an assignment, such as creative
presentation, technical detail, planning the assignment, researching
the topic, listening in class, doing homework, and revising the
work. The averaged student ratings indicated that, overall, students
felt that planning an assignment and doing research were the most
important for producing excellent work. Most students felt that
the technical aspects of the assignment-spelling and punctuation-were
least important to them.
Student and Teacher
Views Side-by-Side
During the final teacher
workshop, Dale and Patti shared comments from the teachers' observation
of their colleagues' classrooms and excerpts from the student interviews.
Patti and Dale placed the teachers' observations side-by-side with
students' comments on similar topics. Below are some excerpts.
Behavioral Expectations/Group
Work
Teacher: Great
on task conversations, but students talk out without raising hands.
It works, but it would be crazy in my class.
Student: It is
important to really understand what the teacher means; you have
to ask clarifying questions. Sometimes it's really hard to know
what the teacher really wants; it's hard to do a good job then.
Teacher: A student
addresses the audience. Good acoustics in the class. Reads at a
good pace.
Student: I learn
to know how to judge my own writing by comparing my work to the
work of others through peer assessment.
Teacher: Some
students were on task while others were not managing their time
constructively.
Student:Group
work is hard when everyone does not work together. We are supposed
to get along. This is hard in some groups. The teachers let too
many students slide.
Modeling/Rubrics
Teacher: The students
seem clear about what is expected, though they don't know how to
value each step of the rubric. They worry about a 10 point criterion,
but ignore a 50 point, less interesting one.
Student: Revising
work is really important, feedback from my classmates is important,
spell check and checking to see if all criteria are met.
Teacher: The group
seems to almost be finished with the paperwork, but do they know
what a final good paper should look like?
Student: I reread
my work to myself to hear if it sounds professional. If it does
then I know it is good.
Teacher: Students
settle down pretty quickly, with humor, presentation guidelines
on the board. Students copy, students read. They participate, examples
are given.
Student: We can
tell when the teacher is interested in what is being taught. Teacher
enthusiasm helps to get me interested in doing a really good job.
Teacher: Modeling,
talking, and inter-relating skills works out well. Student: It is
helpful to have examples of great work. Some teachers show us models
of excellent products--"A"work. I know I have done well when the
teacher displays my work.
Freedom/Accountability
Teacher: The task
is clear but students have the freedom to express themselves. I
see a variety of interpretations of the project.
Student: I know
my work is excellent when the expectations are clear but I have
the freedom to meet them in a variety of ways
Teacher: Some
students are frustrated because they can't express their ideas within
the medium.
Student: Projects
are best when they are interesting to us, when we get to pick a
topic that is interesting to us and when we can present the work
in many ways, like presentations, debates and puppet shows.
Teacher: I hear
some students trying to describe what is excellent, fair, etc.,
and I can tell this is challenging for them.
Student: I know
when I get a good grade from a hard teacher that I have done excellent
work.
Teacher: Students
already know about the subject but the creation of an actual waterfall
crystallizes the idea. It allows them to visualize the concept.
Student: When
we can be creative with the final assignment that makes it easier
to do excellent work. Because it is exciting to ME, I'm not just
doing some dumb assignment for the teacher,
As a result of all the
staff learned in their observations and workshops, they would like
to take their work on excellence to the next step. Teachers realized
that by focusing on portfolios they could address all of the concerns
raised by the first year's work. They plan to have weekly lunches
where they share existing designs for student portfolios, including
rubrics, reflection sheets, grading practices, and overall format.
By having the meetings during lunch, there will be no distractions
of "administrivia."
Through past explorations
and future plans around excellence, these teachers demonstrate Outward
Bound founder Kurt Hahn's phrase, "We are crew not passengers."It is this spirit that drives cooperative learning for teachers
and students in Expeditionary Learning schools and lies at the heart
of a "culture of excellence."
Patti Smith is an Expeditionary
Learning Outward Bound school designer based at the New York City
Outward Bound Center.
Dale Worsley is a
professional development consultant for New York's District 2 who
works in the Lab School.
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Strong Bones and Teeth
By Heidi Nathanielsz
As a child, whenever
I was faced with a challenge my father would always encourage my
struggles with the same statement: "It's good for you. It builds
strong bones and teeth."As I got older and began to seek out new
challenges, his words were always in the back of my mind, urging
me on. It wasn't that I honestly believed that whatever desert I
was hiking or canoe that I was paddling held the same dietary value
as a cold glass of milk, but I did believe that there was an inherent
value for my mind and body by doing something hard.
I had climbed a few mountains,
paddled numerous miles of North American waterways, and toiled away
at unsatisfying jobs before realizing that I wanted to teach high
school English. This decision, plus my experiences with Outward
Bound and other experiential education programs, led me to the conclusion
that I wanted to teach in a different kind of school; one that celebrated
the ideas that I held about education and "learning by doing."Expeditionary
Learning Outward Bound and its Teacher Preparation Program at the
Rocky Mountain School for Expeditionary Learning was the perfect
fit, so I was off to Denver to embark on this latest challenge.
Daily challenges of developing
engaging lesson plans and getting everyone's work assessed taught
me to use my resources wisely and cherish my weekends. Larger challenges
of finding connections with my students whose lives were so different
than mine was as a child forced me to understand the very real,
very immediate problems many of my students deal with every day.
Working with kids has made me a better listener, a better student
in my own learning this year, a better child to my parents, and
a better teacher than I ever expected to be.
Luckily for me, I was
not on a solo trek this year; the amazing group of women who made
up the pilot year intern cohort, my mentor teachers, the Rocky Mountain
School of Expeditionary Learning community, and our program director
were always providing the much-needed support it took to face each
new challenge as it presented itself. One of our seminar presenters
said to us late last fall, "Teaching is hard. I'll say it again.
Teaching is hard."She was right. Both times. But the rewards are
invaluable: a greater capacity to love and understand children,
a new way to look at reading and writing, the excitement of watching
a light go on in a child's brain, knowing that your school is a
safe refuge for kids not ready to deal with the challenges of adult
life, and of course, strong bones and teeth.
Heidi Nathanielsz
is a secondary humanities teaching intern in the Expeditionary Learning
Outward Bound Teacher Preparation Program.
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